Friday, June 12, 2009

六月


6月了,日子过得真快。

回顾这一年,热热闹闹,忙忙碌碌,发生很多事。

带BS已经快一年了,感受最多的,其一,是"The Move of the Holy Spirit",有些人生旅行,无法言传,这种只有在信仰中才能找到的'安'的感觉,让我生活得简单快乐;其二,是相信主为你所作的安排,一再体会,放开手,得到的其实更多。

身边多了一个人,S对我很好。能够相信一个人对你一心一意,全心全意,是一件很幸福的事。只是在感情世界里我是一个悲观主义者,我的信心,放到感情里,就打了折扣。

生活还是乱糟糟,日程排的满满,有点透不过气。马上要搬家了,再过2周我将被换到一个新的组,工作上会有更多的挑战。试图找一个平衡点,好让自己从容应对。

绿卡办得很不顺利,但在当下能做自己喜欢的事,已经是一种幸运了吧。

感恩于上帝的眷顾,我需要的是更多的信心。

Friday, June 05, 2009

Devotion 26

1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. – 1 Corinthians 13


I want to post the whole chapter here, simply because it is so rich and speaks so much. I feel like standing in front of a mirror looking at the “poor reflection”. When I say I love God or someone, is it this kind of love?

Too many times I still talk like a child, think like a child, and reason like a child… But love matures me day by day.

Praise God for His provision.